Ramadan is about to end and the Eid al Fitr is just around the corner. What do you feel? Happy or sad? Well, to be honest, I sometimes feel sad since I haven't been able to fully apply all the targets I've made. But as weak and ordinary human, sometimes I feel I want to be in Syawal soon since in that month I am able to eat and drink. Hm... this is the sign of a very ordinary person, right? Well, long time ago, our prophet and his companions felt so unhappy if they were about to face Eid day since this means Ramadan is about to end. Moreover they would not get the bless of Ramadan for any longer. On the top of that, they weren't certain whether or not they would be able to meet the upcoming Ramadan. Something we can learn from this is that, feel happy to greet Ramadan and make best effort in a way of bettering ourselves. At the end of the month, we have to make sure that everything has been achieved.
It is time to evaluate the result of our a-month-drilling. Have ourselves improved? I start to be worried that I get nothing. Well, hopefully we'll be capable of getting at least a thing from this training- iprovement.